{"id":1111,"date":"2016-06-19T14:59:02","date_gmt":"2016-06-19T21:59:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.maureeneppstein.com\/mve_journal\/?p=1111"},"modified":"2016-06-19T14:59:02","modified_gmt":"2016-06-19T21:59:02","slug":"my-first-cuckoo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.maureeneppstein.com\/mve_journal\/?p=1111","title":{"rendered":"My first cuckoo"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sumer is icumen in<\/em><\/a>
\n Lhude sing cuccu<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n

Listen to this Medieval rote song<\/span><\/p>\n

\"woodland<\/a>

An English oak woodland. Image from Open University on the BBC <\/a><\/p><\/div>\n

My first spring in England, late afternoon in Windsor Great Park. Green-gold light through ancient oaks, the air rich with leaf-mold and violets. A cuckoo calls. I have heard the sound all my life, in music and poems, but never before in the wild.<\/p>\n

Listen to the cu<\/span>ck<\/span>oo calling in this recording from the<\/span>\u00a0 British Library<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00a0As I stand listening, this spring in 1962, something shifts in my thinking. It is as if previously I saw the world through two mesh screens, one named Southern Hemisphere and the other Northern Hemisphere, half a year out of alignment with each other, so that my view was blurred by the moir\u00e9 patterns their meshes made. The religious festivals my ancestors brought from the northern hemisphere when they emigrated to New Zealand lost their old association with the seasonal cycles of life and death when celebrated in the reversed seasons of the southern hemisphere.\u00a0 In consequence, I felt, even as a child, a subtle sense of having been cut off at the roots, of being, even after several generations, transplanted British.<\/p>\n

Images float into my mind. Mid-morning, Christmas Eve, at All Saints Church in Tauranga, NZ. Strewn mounds of flowers deck the chancel steps. The Altar Guild ladies are filling shiny brass vases that stand either side of a red-draped altar. Bronze-purple foliage of copper beech, fans of gladiolus spikes, the tropical exuberance of canna. They add dahlias, roses, bougainvillea until the reds vibrate.<\/p>\n

Sunlight through stained glass glitters on the sharp points of holly springs that I strew along the dark wood windowsills, hiding jam jars filled with red geranium flowers. The holly bears no berry here, this time of year, and the carol I hum under my breath echoes in an empty place inside me. Later, at midnight services, the congregation sings of light in darkness and the falling of snow. We emerge to warm air, misty moonlight, and the scent of magnolias. This Christmas is not real, I think to myself. It\u2019s pious make-believe.<\/p>\n

Easter: after morning church and family lunch, I gather with siblings and cousins on the porch to smash the Easter eggs we have all been given. Molded of hard sugar, they are pastel pretty, with piped-on decorations of flowers and leaves, the symbols of spring. Having gorged ourselves, we scamper off to scuffle through autumnal leaves.<\/p>\n

\"cuckoo<\/a>

Cuckoo image from
Royal Society for the Protection of Birds<\/a><\/p><\/div>\n

My reading in college, particularly J.G. Frazer\u2019s<\/a> The Golden Bough<\/em>, helped me recognize that Christian festivals have pagan roots: the ritual victim dies at planting time; the winter birth is the rebirth of the sun. As the cuckoo calls again, cu-coo<\/em>, over and over, quietly, the blurred meshes of my hemispheres resolve and I see through: myself and my people bound by tangled apron strings to the life our forbears left, and to the earth itself, an old reality, almost forgotten.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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